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So i broke up with him yesterday...
i thought i could keep it together
and hide all of my feelings
just like ive been doing
but.. i kinda just kept running back to him
..it stormed last night
and i ended up texting him because i was scared
just like i used to
all of my friends were so happy for me
a part of me is happy
but i know he'll always be apart of me
i'm gonna miss that boy like hell
i really wish we could've worked out
because jacob murray was in a sense, the best boyfriend ive ever had
hopefully tonight will take my mind off of it.
I finished a project in my color illustration class today..
i took a look at it and said,
'I cant wait to show jacob!'
Oh yeah...
yeah.. He would've been proud
It hurts so much... you know?
Coming from spending everyday with someone
literally
to going everyday from then on alone
you cant go to them with your problems
when your friends abandon you
Again
when your dad is being unfair
or when you simply just miss them
you cant
youre alone now
im alone now
with no one to talk to
and when i check my phone to see if i got a text from him
and its blank
it just reminds me of what i ruined
we were so perfect
but i couldnt think things through
i just acted without thinking
and it cost me the most precious thing in the world to me
as i write this
im crying infront of everyone
in my third period class
but i dont fucking care
because on the inside im hurting
and im sorry
so sorry
for hurting you
for leaving you when i told you i never would
I miss you
but like you said,
i know things will be better for us in the end
I just feel like dieing
like suiciding
like cutting
but i know thats not the answer
now i spend my days hyperventalating during class
knowing that you wont be there to greet me on the corner
after the bell rings
knowing that ill be riding the bus home alone
knowing that the only thing ill have to cuddle is a teddy bear when i get home
knowing that right now
youre probably not even thinking about me
you'll get over me quicker than ill get over you
because this day in age
its easier for a white man to get a pretty girl of any race
than it is for a mixed girl to get an as fantastic of a white man..
like you
-Forgetting Sunday
i thought i could keep it together
and hide all of my feelings
just like ive been doing
but.. i kinda just kept running back to him
..it stormed last night
and i ended up texting him because i was scared
just like i used to
all of my friends were so happy for me
a part of me is happy
but i know he'll always be apart of me
i'm gonna miss that boy like hell
i really wish we could've worked out
because jacob murray was in a sense, the best boyfriend ive ever had
hopefully tonight will take my mind off of it.
I finished a project in my color illustration class today..
i took a look at it and said,
'I cant wait to show jacob!'
Oh yeah...
yeah.. He would've been proud
It hurts so much... you know?
Coming from spending everyday with someone
literally
to going everyday from then on alone
you cant go to them with your problems
when your friends abandon you
Again
when your dad is being unfair
or when you simply just miss them
you cant
youre alone now
im alone now
with no one to talk to
and when i check my phone to see if i got a text from him
and its blank
it just reminds me of what i ruined
we were so perfect
but i couldnt think things through
i just acted without thinking
and it cost me the most precious thing in the world to me
as i write this
im crying infront of everyone
in my third period class
but i dont fucking care
because on the inside im hurting
and im sorry
so sorry
for hurting you
for leaving you when i told you i never would
I miss you
but like you said,
i know things will be better for us in the end
I just feel like dieing
like suiciding
like cutting
but i know thats not the answer
now i spend my days hyperventalating during class
knowing that you wont be there to greet me on the corner
after the bell rings
knowing that ill be riding the bus home alone
knowing that the only thing ill have to cuddle is a teddy bear when i get home
knowing that right now
youre probably not even thinking about me
you'll get over me quicker than ill get over you
because this day in age
its easier for a white man to get a pretty girl of any race
than it is for a mixed girl to get an as fantastic of a white man..
like you
-Forgetting Sunday
btw im NOT the fucking victim here.pft.RIGHT
Dont you fucking dare come at me and say Im not a complete fucking victim, do you fucking hear me, you bastard?
I am/was the fucking victim.
tell me, you listen here, and fucking tell me this dosent sound like the girl in this conflict isn't the victim
Girl and guy go out. they date. Guy tells girl he loves her. she loves him too, blah blah blah.
Guy tells the girl they'll be together fo evs.
Talks about their future together
how he cant fucking wait to marry her and have children.
Strings her along.
Girl Belives him
Girl gives up everything she loves because guy gets too fucking jealous over something that would never happen and is no big d
My Beautiful Life (as of now)
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You are the sun
to my crystal pyramid
the white crayon in
my crayon box
you, are the spectrum
of beautiful colors
in my once colorless life
you are the beautiful sunset
to my cloudy, rainy day
The childish color palette
to my dull, beige room
You are what makes my
black nail lacquer gleam
Because you are the light
in my once colorless life
The white splash of color
in my gothic wardrobe
you are the exotic pigment
in my sepia life
You, Jacob Murray
are what adds color
to my sulkish, self loathing,
dark, gloomy, emo life.
You're Just so totally Kodak!
-Gracie 'Lou~luvluvplz (https://www.deviantart.com/luvluvplz)
`Hair `Prayer
His hands in my hair.
May he leave it.
Right there in my hair,
'Til April or may,
Near the nape of my neck,
Just below my left ear,
Let it stay where it is.
Right there in my hair,
And not go anywhere
For a year....
and maybe a day,
Better yet:
Let it stay, until i am gray<3
-Grace.Wauline
Die efore you sleep...
Die Before You Sleep
You ever wonder what happens to you when you die? Well, I have a little idea of it. People die at all ages, and of all types of causes. Sometimes it's by injury, sometimes it's by disease.
But sometimes, old men and women just die in their sleep.
Sometimes, old people just die without warning in their sleep. They were perfectly healthy, just old. There really is no explanation for why they die, but they just die. There was a little test done in the 1950s, to see if they could explain this. They took 10 test subjects who were at least 80 years old, and asked them if they would stay here, in this facility, until they
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