|you see, her mind was her razor|
and her heart was her wrist~
Not my poem obviously, but I just though it went well as a caption for this picture
Im sure many of you have seen this picture everywhere else on the internet, I just wanted to see how well I could copy it
"I prepare for the noble war. I'm calm; I know the secret. I know what's coming, and I know no one can stop me, including myself. I kill people I like. Some of them beg for their life. I don't feel sad. I don't feel anything. It's a filthy world we live in. It's a filthy goddamn helpless world, and honestly, I feel like I am helping to take them away from the shit and the piss and the vomit that run through the street. I am helping to take them somewhere clean and kind. The world is a filthy place; It's a filthy goddamn horror show" -Tate Langdon
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One-Sided RelationshipYou can take your love away from me,lidsworth
take your commitment,
and toss it into the raging sea.
The memories we shared together on paper,
crumble them up in a ball,
burn them underneath a rusted metal lighter.
Let the ashes carry my tears and despair,
and while I scream for you,
you'll be unable to find me anywhere.
Abandon me on the sharp rocks of the ocean,
while you find solace,
with that other person.
I'll try to piece us back together, like a broken clam,
but when I look to you for help,
you're paddling back to the sandy land.
I think I’d rather drown, than be with you,
but when I was blindly devoted,
I believe I was drowning too.
Leave me on the rocks to swell with water,
forget that I was your friend,
and find comfort in another.
I'll come back to you, when you need me the most,
but when you're finished with me,
you'll send me away on a boat.
When you need me again, I’ll be one with the sea foam.
Because by then,
you would've taken all the love I could have shown.
I Don't Think It's AsexualityI don't think you're asexual.lidsworth
Don't hate me for this, for trying to assume,
that I know what goes on upstairs,
in your messy mental rooms.
I just notice how you talk to me about
the molestation and abuse,
and how you slap yourself with a label
that society has coined for you.
Would It be wrong to say that I think you need help,
that maybe you're not disgusted with sex,
maybe you're not just asexual?
Perhaps it's fear that's keeping
you from smiling,
and society that's telling you
to cling to asexuality.
I'm sorry for this, but I think you need help,
rather then always
quickly self-diagnosing yourself.
No, you've got It wrong, I’m not saying
that you can't be asexual.
I'm just thinking that the abuse
wasn't the cause of your dislike for things sexual.
As your friend, I just want to help how I can,
so I thank you for giving me the chance,
for just letting me in.
Whether you're asex
ErectionI just want to get something clear,lidsworth
so please, just be quite
just listen with your ears.
I'm not some sort of pervert
who gets hard when I see you.
It's just something I can't control...
you don't understand, do you?
I know what it looks like, when I cross me legs,
when I shift in my seat,
whenever you happen to walk in.
And to be honest, let me get this straight, it's not
because I like you.
It's just sometimes happens,
and no, it's not always around you.
Sometimes it's embarrassing, and I feel ashamed,
when I'm in public, or in class,
when it happens, they call me all sorts of names.
“Look at him, that pig, he only wants sex,”
a girl hisses to her friends, as she brushes
past my desk.
And I hate it I hate it when I wake up in the morning,
only to find out that the sheets are wet
My dreams are like nightmares coming to get me,
behind close lids,
it's as if malicious demons slip in between the sheets
And there are times I really, really need to pee
I Noticed That You Killed YourselfI saw that you drowned in your blood again.lidsworth
Saw your wrist sliced into shreds,
amber water filling the tub to the rim.
Tell me next time so I can bring a boat,
so I can sing your elegy as your breath
escapes your throat.
So I can proclaim your cowardice to all who will hear,
so I can disguise my own anger with
words of praise to their ears.
Perhaps I'll swim away with you too,
but I'd rather not I suppose,
you left me too soon.
I guess this is a goodbye, at least it's not in phony text.
Though I would've loved it if you
told me, that the girl I loved would permanently make me her ex.
I guess my love wasn't enough to save you,
late nights at your window, or coaxing you to eat,
meant nothing to you.
Hours of listening and wasting sleep,
staying with you until exhaustion brought you peace.
I guess my determination wasn't a necessity.
Perhaps I should have taken the knife,
but the one time I did that, you nearly took my life.
So I'll watch you sadly as you drown in your blood,
and I'll sad
This Is SchizophreniaI feel like I'm talking to myself,lidsworth
and not in the humorous way,
not like the, I'm “going” insane way
because I am Insane.
I'm insane in the sense that I can hear
things that aren't necessarily there,
things that burrow their little bodies
inside of my ears.
And insane in the way I see things, things that
you can't see. And trust me it's
nothing to “feel” special about, not a magic act,
not a special power that I harness.
This is schizophrenia.
This is a delusion so real and “natural”
that you can't tell whether it's imagination
or something unnatural
This is a nightmare that never goes away,
that a pinch to the arm only angers more
than medications that are supposed to stop
the mental sores.
These are arms so red and angry,
because pinching doesn't work,
but you pinch and pinch and pinch
in order to maintain some sort of normality.
And these next few lines are not to
dote down on Christians, because
I'm one of you. Just God's
forsaken child, I
I Almost Forgot About YouHe's got his hands deep in his pocketscraneHARDCORE
He looks straight ahead
always passed you
He's carrying an empty locket
A useless treasure for someone who never hears
I love you
If I could get more than a sideways glance
If I could just put my hand upon your heart
Feel its beat, feel it dance...
...Here I go again
And as I sit here at this old, used desk
My weekly confessional
I listen as Regina sings,
"Your hair was long when we first met"
An image of you is now in my head
Always in my head
He can be like stone
His sarcasm cutting down to the bone
And I just wanna say,
"You don't have to be like that"
But if he doesn't hear "I love you"
then there's no reason for him to say it back
And as I sit here trying to forget the date
I imagine my hair red
Maybe it'll bring you to my bed
and you'll kiss me till the morning light
Like Regina said
Here I go again...
Take your hands out of your pockets
Let me warm them for you
Let me find some purpose for that locket
I love you
Reasons We Love Homestuck“Reasons we love H O M E S T U C K.”Homestuck-FanFics
Why do this love this web comic, you ask?
Maybe it’s just the way the fandom rolls,
or how mean Andrew Hussie trolls.
It could possibly be Eridan’s accent (WWyeh?)
or even Feferi’s keyboard trident. (---E)
Some people say it’s Equius’ broken bows and arrows, ( D →)
but what about Nepeta’s meows and roleplays? (:33 <)
We really do love Sollux’s lisp,
and also when Karkat’s pissed. (FUCKASS!)
Including Kanaya's fabulous lipstick,
it's also Rose's amazing magic.
How about when Dave starts rapping
and Jade Harley begins napping?
We love Vriska’s eight-pupiled eye,
and how John is such an adorable guy.
Or maybe it’s with all the sprites
or how prospit glows bright.
Can’t forget about Derse’s darkness
or Gamzee and all his soberness. (WHOOPS.)
There’s also this thing with Tav and stairs
which he t
.:Jeff The Killer X Reader:. Part 4*Readers~POV*TheUntamedArtist
You lean back on the couch, thinking about what Jeff has said. "Don't touch what belongs to me!" What was that supposed to mean? "I don't belong to him. Maybe thats just his way of keeping me safe, saying i belong to him. You think and shrug. "I'll go along with it."
Suddenly Jeff jumps up and grabs your arm, he starts dragging you up the stairs and you stumble after him.
"What?" You ask as you reach the top and he pushes you towards his room.
"Get in my bed and pretend to be asleep, BEN's back and I-" He stops as the form of another creepypasta takes shape before you. Jeff's grip on your arms tighten and he pulls you against him.
"Trying to his the new pet from me Jeffy?" The boy asks.
"Maybe." Jeff's grip grows even tighter as BEN walks towards you smirking.
"Aw, come on bro i promise i won't do anything to her!"
"I don't give a shit." Jeff growled. "Just lay off for awhile."
"Alright, alright calm down." He shrugs and disappears.
Jeff The Killer x Reader PART 2 (Request-Request)You woke up next to a lump. You felt weird.Firefliy
Oh no! I slept in a bloody dress! Shower, shower, shower!
When you got up, you saw a clump of black hair.
"Eh?" You said quietly. Con-fu-sion. Black hair? Oh god.. you didn't do it last night, did you? You reviewed your memories, and sighed in relief. You didn't. It was just Jeff.
Quietly, you hopped over his form. Of course, his eyes were still open. He had no eyelids. But, you could clearly see that his was asleep.
Slowly waddling to the bathroom, you stripped off your dress. Turning the knob to hot water, you stepped under the running shower. It was refreshing. Washing away the blood, and properly cleaning your wound, you stepped out. Wrapping the towel firmly around your body, you waddled out of the bathroom.
When you entered your room, Jeff wasn't there. You simply shrugged it off and put on another black dress. Putting on some black flats you died in, you walked out of your room
Jeff the Killer X ReaderIt was a cold night. You just came from your best friend's birthday party. You were only a couple of blocks away from your home. You were only half way there when you had the creepiest feeling. You instantly turned around looking if someone was fallowing you. ' Just my head,' You thought. You couldn't help but to put in your ear buds and listen to music, hoping that it would drown out the eerie feeling.Dogggy365
You finally got to your block. You sighed and felt relieved that you weren't going to meet a crazy psycho guy. You smiled as you got to your house. You went around the back and unlocked your back door, and snuck in. You went to up stairs to your bedroom. You opened the door checked if your younger sister some how snuck in. She wasn't there so you shut your door and locked it.
"What a day," you said to yourself. You were tiered so you went over to your dresser and picked up some sweats and a [insert colour] shirt. You crawled into your bed and snuggled up against some pillows. It wasn't
Saved- Jeff the Killer X Reader (Request) Jeff’s POVCreepyPastaTiem
I bolt out of the prison gates, successfully escaping with yet another master plan. I chuckle as I hear the sirens go off, letting them know of my actions. I bolt for the nearest source of cover: A nearby forest. I was about to escape from their line of sight when I heard a gunshot, followed by a pang in the center of my back. I slow down, and fall to the ground. No way… I think to myself. They had shot me. My breathing was shaky and uneven as I make an attempt to get up, only to fall back down again. The killer got himself killed… that was my last thought before everything went black.
Trick and Treat- BEN Drowned X Reader (Request)You let out a heavy sigh, reopening your eyes, and scanning your surroundings.CreepyPastaTiem
It was Halloween.
Most of the people your age would be trick-or-treating, going to Halloween parties, or doing things with their friends.
What were you doing?
Setting up your parents’ new music shop.
` Shaking your head, you look around. You had just lugged in a grand piano, and it looked in top condition. You had always loved the piano; and ever since you started taking lessons, you were getting better and better at it.
You decided not to fight the urge, and sat down at the piano. You had just learned a new song, and wanted to try it out.
Positioning your hands above the right keys, you start playing the eerie melody.
“Fukai, fukai, kiri no naka youen ni hibiku koe…
Oide, oide, kono mori no motto okufukaku made…
Hayaku, hayaku, isogiashi de dekiru dake chikaku ni…
Oide, oide, saa tanoshii?
asobi wo hajimeyo!”
You stop playing, and sigh.
1999 - The Terrifying TruthLet me start by saying, I don’t do CreepyPastas. I mean, I enjoy them, as I am an avid horror fanatic, but, I don’t make them. My name is Sabian Lockheart, I am in my mid-thirties. I am a devote family man and work construction. I have recently graduated from college with a BA in psychology, an attainment of a life-long goal. The reason I am posting this recording is to warn individuals whom are interested in kicking the stones off the truths hidden by myth and legend. But, I digress. I am getting ahead of myself. This story begins with my experience with the CreepyPasta entitled 1999.Sabian002
1999 centers around an individual named Elliot who is supposedly writing and updating a blog. His descriptions involve a local television station, known as Caledon Local 21, which broadcasts what are originally mistaken as children shows. As his descriptions of various episodes, such as Paint with the Soul, Booby, Mr. Bear’s Cellar, etc., and the pasta continues, the abstract representa
FriendlessI am alone,rosethorn89
No friends to depend on,
Life is unfair,
But it goes on,
I wonder what I ever done wrong,
Something said or something done,
To deserve this burden,
From which I run,
I hurt, I cry,
No one ever sees,
No one ever cares,
No one will ever know the real me.
Life was once sunshine,
Now it's in a haze,
I hope there's a light,
To brighten these dark days,
I wish things would stop,
I wish it would end,
Things will never change,
To the way they were again.
Maybe it's me,
Maybe it's them,
But I know I deserve,
Atleast one true friend.
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Bands im in love with
Mindless Self Indugence, Pierce the veil, Family Force Five, Asking Alexandria, Suicide Silence, Bring Me the Horizon, Korn, Escape the Fate, Disturbed, Black Veil Brides, Falling in Reverse, AFI,Metallica, Skillet, Nevershoutnever, Avenged Sevenfold, Of Mice and Men, Papa Roach, 3 Doors Down, Motionless in White, My Chemical Romance, All Time Low, Blink182, The Offspring, Paramore, Marilyn Manson, BOTDF, Hollywood Undead, Sammi Doll, Green Day, All-American rejects, Brokencyde, Deuce, Fall out boy, LUDO!, Three days grace, Panic!the Disco, System of a down, And 3OH!3
Music is my everything~<3
Things you should know about me:
And i really HATE Sneaker-Heads T^T
I love anime, but im not a freak about it ^3' well.. at least not anymore
My Many Titles
Forever the sickest zombie
Forever the Original Misfit
Bleaching lilies black
The Native American Reject
His Beautiful Disaster